Dance..

What is the thing that makes you feel good? There must be a thing you do and transfer to your own world. If you think you don't have such thing, then you just haven't found yourself yet.
  Well, I have that thing. however i feel, I just dance. If i'm feeling Happy I choose the dance that expresses happiness like American Jive, Brazilian Samba or Cuban Cha Cha.. It makes me feel even  happier when i dance.
  Or maybe you feel in love?  Romantic, dramatic Rumba is perfect for that.
Dancing is how I express myself. Let me tell you the whole story.

    My mom told me that wherever we went I used to dance. It started at age of 2, my mom took me to the sea. at the evenings we went to restaurants and I was the one who danced like crazy. People were laughing and taking pictures of me. I wonder when my shyness appeared cause I wasn't shy at all. It's so cool to be a little kid. you don't understand what you are doing, and of course - you don't care what others think. Then mom took me to Turkey- I was about 4 then. We flew there with my mom's boss and his family. as soon as I saw, I fell in love with  belly dance. at my hotel room in front of the mirror I was trying to do the same thing that woman was doing on the stage. and in the evenings when the animation started and everyone was dancing I was dancing too. I was trying to repeat things that belly dancer did. and I was in the center of everyone's attention. ( of course I don't really remember all that, my mom told me) When mom's boss noticed that everyone liked my dancing - he bought me the real belly dance costume. I still have it. ( Of course it's not any more my size) I used to put that costume on and danced till i dropped. The next day ( and the rest of my holiday in Turkey) everyone was pointing on me, and even my mom, - saying - "this is that girl's mother..". When I grew up my mom wanted me to take dance lessons.  I started dancing in a studio - when I was in 1st grade at school. I remember the first day. I met one girl that I stood in pair with. ( that's because they had no boys). I was taking part in competitions every month and got Lot's of diplomas but I wasn't the best, ever. I didn't care about the diplomas I've torn few of them ( I was a stupid child) then Shyness appeared. my parents made a decision, for me to dance solo. I was in a new group now. My teacher was very beautiful young woman but, she was very strict and never praised me so I always thought I was doing something wrong. I used to pass my exams at the end of every year and I never failed. but the last exam came. I wasn't well prepared and i failed. for the first time. I was crying for several days. and I couldn't talk about dance or even when I thought about me going to the studio again it made me afraid to look into my teacher's eyes. but I had to go. When I came - I was feeling really frightened. and when I first saw children dancing I even cried a little. but then It appeared that my teacher had gone. and now I have an awesome teacher. I like him in every single way. I'm going to have my re-exam on 29th of September. wish me good luck.  P.S and good luck in finding your "thing".
 -xx-A

First day at school

    Hey, in this post i'm gonna let you know how was our first school day, if I forget smth Katherine will let you know in her post.

 In the morning i got up at 7.30. brushed my teeth, made my hair and ate sandwiches. Mom told me not to forget my key. I looked for my keys in every bag that I used to wear these days, but i couldn't find them. can you imagine, losing the key for me was like end of the world. I took the other keys which my mom made just in case we break or smth our everyday key. It was time to go. I thought I would look for them after school. in the car I was thinking where they could be. the last stop of my thoughts were in my Grandma's bag. maybe they were there?   it was time to go. i was really nervous. I couldn't notice how time passed and mom's car stopped near my school. Well, at first when I arrived the school-garden was full of pupils, their parents, teachers.. shortly - lots of people. I started to look for my classmates. I saw Katherine's mom in the end of the crowd - so I tried to get there. kissed several teachers, who congratulated me and wished good luck. I stepped on several people's foots. ( It's not my fault, yard was really crowded) finally, after I saw Katherine and all of my other classmates the bell rang. I got to the class thinking it is empty but, I saw a man. he was standing in the center saying clever stuff to the class. I was surprised, it was our new teacher, at first he was supposed to introduce himself and talk about random stuff but not - studying!  Fortunately our main Teacher rescued us. she told him the first lesson was hers. ( I'm so grateful to her for that). Also we met our new History teacher. she seemed nice. but i felt a bit uncomfortable at her lesson for some other reasons that I don't wanna talk about. then we had some random subjects that were not really interesting. Oh, and about breaks between lessons. we (according to our tradition ) just walked and stared at people - talking about our summer or the adventures we had. well, that was what i talked about. everyone has changed so much in our school. they look much older. 

  after I came to school and continued looking for the key. I was so depressed, nervous and just ugh..  

I prayed to god to be able to find the key. I lost hope but still kept looking for the key. just looked through my mom's  drawers ( even though i knew they wouldn't be there) and Bam!    I saw them!

                       I started crying, I'm so grateful to god he never lets me feel terrible and lose hope. 

               I can confidently say, God exists. and never forgets about you. what i learnt from today is - to never loose hope and always keep trying.  -xx-A

btw, Happy Birthday Ian Harding! 

AVICII - Wake Me Up - COLOURIST Cover (Official Music Video)

Back to School #2

   Hey guys, I know you are all getting ready for school because there are only.. 4 days left.
Girls, have to look fine. and I think one of the main things in outfit is Hairstyle. so we'll give you infos how to highlight your hair naturally. so, it won't damage your hair. It doesn't matter you are Blond or Brunette.

       For blonds - you can use lemon juice. mix lemon juice with water and spray it to your hair. more lemon juice you apply more lighter your hair will get. after applying just walk under the sun. (see more detailed instruction here )  you can also watch the video.

   If you are a Brunette, like we are - you can get highlights using Olive oil, honey and banana. watch here!
 Also u can use honey+conditioner. apply it, and then go out in the sun with it for about 20min then just leave it for an hour (no need for the sun at this time) and wash it off.

  Thanks for reading. Hope you liked it. -xx-A

Back to School #1

  Hello, school is starting on next Monday. If your school already started this post I guess still be useful.
and in the number one "Back to School" post, I'm going to write about Hairstyles.
This summer I've learnt many different hairstyles from youtube. well I'll give you links of hairstyles I tried out and loved. if you like them too, Make sure to subscribe their channel.
 I'm in love with This Braid. It's just so simply cute and stylish. (you can go straight to the video by clicking on the word "This")
 Also I can give you few videos of fabulous curls! *no heat*
Link number one- Headband Curls - my favorites
Link number two - Cocoon curls - this will give you messy natural curls.
Link number three - Bantu Knot curls - more like beachy waves.
 These are just my favorite hairstyles. you can see more hairstyles on their channel.
  xx-A

08.09.13

                      Hey, Today is Sunday and Pink is probably having a Birthday party!

 So as you guessed this Post is going to be about P!nk.

Her birth name is Alecia Beth Moore. September 8 ; 1979 (33 years old)

Pink met professional motocross racer Carey Hart at the 2001 X Games. in Philadelphia. she proposed to Hart in June 2005 during a Mammoth Lakes motocross race by writing "Will you marry me? Serious!" on her pit Board, causing him to veer off the track and accept on the spot. They married in Costa Rica on January 7,2006.

After months of speculation, Pink announced in February 2008 that she and Hart had separated.  Hart subsequently appeared in the video for her song "so What"  which deals with their separation. 

but in February 2010 Pink confirmed that she and Hart were back together. Then Hart appears in her music videos for her songs "Just give me a reason" and "True Love".

Finally in November 2010, Pink announced on The Ellen DeGeneres Show that she and Hart were expecting their first child. On June 2, 2011, Pink gave a birth to their daughter, Willow Sage Hart. 

 You can watch a video where she announces her Pregnancy here.

P.s very interesting video of Pink's child Willow already 15 months old! she's so, so cute! check out here.

I love the gifts that Ellen gives people but these ones are something to die for.

It's really interesting watch it. and Let's listen to one of my favorite pink's song! enjoy! -xx-A 

in this music video you can see her whole family!

Advises from experienced bloggers!/ how to make blog look cool

   Guys, if after seeing our blog you got an inspiration of creating yours we have some advises and ideas. I think it will be useful to just look this post through. So, I know no one likes long introductions. so Let's get started!
   We all know, besides interesting posts and photos Blog should look nice itself. and there are lot's of sites you can find cute backgrounds, templates and headers.
 well here is the site you can find different beautiful (2 column/3 column) backgrounds. we often use ones from there. well now we use a background from other site. if you liked it,  it has a label at the top so you can easily get it. ( in Shabbyblogs.com they have headers too but I prefer making them myself)
  and here you can find a very detailed instruction about how to make a header. also i'll give a link of a video which shows how to make a header using Picmonkey.    press here if you wanna see a video about how to make s header. by watching this video you can also guess how to know what size of header you need.
(see that info in comments of the video)

- If you want to have a chat like ours you can just press on [get a cbox] on our chat bottom. It's very hard to find free, normal template. so I don't even know what to tell you. just search by GooGle maybe you are lucky enough to find a good one. you can also find cursors here you just have to copy the html- code and paste it in the widget+HTML/java script.
also It's better to be on GooGle+ account. It's like go to the place you use to edit your layout and press the word that says "Google+". I'll explain why It's better. with Google+ account you can share your posts to public so you'll have more viewers, therefore more readers and followers. It's like a new version of Blogger.

    also you can find  interesting  infos here!
  Thanks for reading I hope you found this information useful.
and the song of the moment is... I was  listening to it while writing this post. hope you like it. -xxA
      please comment down below!

useful advises for girls/easy ways to clean your skin

    Hello girls, school is already knocking on our doors and I'm sure everyone wants to look really fine. you buy new clothes, accessories, shoes and etc. your face should look fabulous as well. Our blog is going to help you with that!    Let's get started!
Advice #1 - Try applying vitamin C by cleaning your face with a Lemon! Lemon Juice is effective in lightening the dark spots left by acne and pimples. first, clean the area with water. Soak up a tea spoon of lemon juice with a cotton ball and smooth it over the marks. keep it on your face for about 10 mins, then rinse.  *my favorite* warning: Don't use lemon juice too often. It's better to cover treated areas with sunscreen before going outdoors.
Advice #2 - Placing slices of tomato on your skin can act as an astringent to break up oil, lift away dead skin and help prevent acne. The pulp of tomato has the strongest astringent properties.
 Advice #3 -  Apply a dab of toothpaste on your pimple before bed. this is useful for new pimples, especially big ones. Whenever  spot a new pimple, I try this. Usually the next morning, it will be dried out enough to pop on its own.
Advice #4 - Puree a quarter cup of pineapple and smooth it onto your face. Leave it 10-15 minutes, then rinse. helps brighten face and fade acne.
 Apple works similarly. Soak a slice of apple in hot water till soft, then apply to any scarred area. Leave for about 20 minutes, then rinse.
Advice #5 - Get to bed before 11pm. you have to give your body enough rest and your face will look fine too.
       and of course, don't forget to smile.
 xx -Anne. 

bow down

I believe there's a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want the most. Even our dreams  - spider man would you rather die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain -Harvey DentCora Munro- The whole world is set on fire.           Never let anyone bully you, hurt you, hit you, say inappropriate words to you, make them regret it, if they do that. Always stand with self respect and power, with a good posture and  a strong fist ready for fighting. -KATHERINE

power and strength

  There have been situations where i couldn't understand if i was making a right choice, so you know what i did? chose none. And may be i made a mistake by doing that, by not being confident and sure about myself, and that's the only thing i regret. There have been situations, which i want to return and run to my old self and punch her in the face with a brick, and for only ONE reason for not respecting my own self, my power and strength. I could spit in many people's faces, who really deserved, but you know what i did? stood in the corner and cried myself out, when i could just fight like a super hero, because i have a perfect ability of that. NOW i'm not afraid of anything and ANYONE, I ADORE myself for being me. You could easily understand that the earlier post was about me and the guy who "Liked" me for YEARS?? no.. he liked me for a couple months and i'm really proud of myself that i refused him, that i refused everyone. And you know what i gained by that? RESPECT, for my own fucking self! believe in your self and your power, wake a super hero inside you  -KATHERINE

coulda, woulda, shoulda..

  Is the life about thinking or feeling?  Is it all about hesitating? cause u know, if u feel something u don't need to hesitate. why are we so afraid to believe in reality. why when a guy says that words to you, that probably every girl wants to hear you still ain't sure if he says what he really feels. why do we girls, have to think so much - "wait, he can't actually like me. I'm not pretty enough, I'm not fit enough, I'm not clever enough.. that means I'm at all not perfect. probably he lied. I will just ignore him."
   why girls? maybe he is into you,  the way you are. with all your flaws and minuses. you'll have a question do guys like that really exist nowadays? you know, these days while doing something - one strange thought came to me. Do men really play a big role in our lives? cause you know you probably think men are at least to give a birth but I guess in this century woman can have a baby without actual "getting married - being pregnant" stuff. Sorry I just forgot the main thing I was trying to say.
  at our age, guys who will like you for who you  actually are - exist, and if you haven't met one that doesn't mean they do not exist - and this time we are talking about the real life not about books, stories or movies. they do exist in reality. It's just people by  mistake call them "perfect". The truth is nobody is perfect -
you know I had chance to meet guy like that. who liked a girl - that thought she was not good enough, not pretty enough but still she is who she is and that's why he liked her.
 I said "liked" - as you see. that-  was on purpose cause she refused him. and who will guess why? because she thought she wasn't as beautiful someone to like her the way she is, of course she still doesn't admit that it  was the reason, so she blames millions of different things like "If he liked me He should have done this..
or he would have never given up on us.  and It could be better if he said it in other way" but deep inside she knew that was not the reason.
 In fact he liked her for years he thought he would never get over her. but everything has the end, so had his hope.
  you know what's the funniest part of this story? now she is in love .. with this guy.
and I guess men Actually play a big role. Because without them , Life wouldn't be as wild, as complicated and as fucking interesting as it is with them.
         xx-A